Who Am I?

My name is Rian and I am a 30 something mom of an awesome little boy.  My high school sweetheart and  I have been married for 13 years. 

It took us 4 long years and 5 miscarriages to finally have our miracle child.  He is the light of my life, I can't imagine my world without him.

In January of 2009 Josh lost his job, 2 months after Kai was born.  After looking for a job for 8 months, Josh was finally offered a job in our hometown.  I had been wanting to move home, so the timing was perfect.

In July 2012 I found out I was pregnant, very unexpectantly.  In Sep I went to the ER.  I was having an ectopic and subsequently lost my last tube and an ovary.  Now I'm just trying to figure out a life without more kids.